actually, finally, gradually.

One day, this won't be new anymore . . .

One day it's going to be him and not you anymore. The intensity will dull and that is when I'll call you and say that the meaning has left.
When you go on and start out with more than you can only ultimately end up with less.

I hurt just as much and I spent my time crying just as hard, did you really think that I thought this was a good way to end?