i got the 'ilary', but i've lost the h.

" Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is an alteration in the perception or experience of the self so that one feels detached from, and as if one is an outside observer of, one's mental processes or body. It is a feeling of watching oneself act, while having no control over a situation.^[1] It can be considered desirable, such as in the use of recreational drugs, but it usually refers to the severe form found in anxiety and, in the most intense cases, panic attacks. A sufferer feels that he or she has changed and the world has become less real, vague, dreamlike, or lacking in significance. It can sometimes be a rather disturbing experience, since many feel that, indeed, they are living in a "dream". "

It's referred to as a disorder, but when you actually think it through, there are valid points to the world lacking in significance. Our key points of being here is to maintain the Earth, and reproduce. We just tend to like to set up these little 'values' and 'life roles' to assure ourselves we are something more then what we are, or even to help us believe in religion.

It seems to me thinking and viewing in any other way other then apathetic would be more of a disorder, considering the delusions one is placing on themselves that we are humans, not animals. We are animals, we've evolved into a high functioning label of animal. Easy as that.

i got the 'ilary', but i've lost the h.