
Here and there,
there and
hereMy paranoia tries to offer me a price in exchange for my comfort, but I won't pay any price that is greater than its actual worth.
Besides, I can't convince myself to stop giving my anxiety a garden for which in it can flourish, and well my anxiety - it never fails to give me this sort of 'high' in return.
Call me psychotic, because crazy is as crazy does, and crazy is a title in which I have done nothing less of earning it.
So I'll collect my gains and mourn my losses, and get higher than you're going to get from sitting in your god forsaken churches.
There is this priest who lives by preaching his creed inside the walls of my head. He tells me I'm the second messiah, and I don't serve as well as I do alive as I would dead.